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Greetings to all my faithful readers. I am sorry for abandoning Hot Shit Form Here for these past few weeks. I know I may have said sorry-s for the million times, but I just couldn’t say it enough. I have been occupied with my study and other extracurricular activities that I have participated in. No, my study is unfortunately still not explosive as a chemical reaction could be, but I did notice few colleagues who are walking around with a pair of jean with sprinkles of holes (Which I am pretty sure was made by strong acids that we use during experiments) on it and in one incident, I actually managed to dodge a steel-made-pump’s knob from shooting through my eyes at a very high pressure. God, I am lucky.

Nevertheless, life goes on and I will tell you more about other activities in next posts (I have lots of things to write but just don’t have enough time to spill it out one by one). Amidst of these madness, I managed to watch an award winning movie this weekend, Milk. I cried at the last moment when Harvey Milk and the mayor were shot. Let me assured you, I only cry when I am watching movies and the only movies I cried were The Great Debater, Changeling and this Sean Penn’s movie. Yes, if you notice, the movies share the same sentiment in it; about a struggle and hopes when you are being a minority (or in my case, being different).


The Great Debater is a story about a group of underdog students from a small African American college in the deep south shaped into a historically elite debate team. Meanwhile Changeling touches a subject of a mother looking for her lost son against the corrupted policemen. Which brought us to the last movie that I dropped my valuable tears (and hopefully not the end); Milk that talks about how California’s first openly gay elected official, Harvey Milk, a San Francisco supervisor who was assassinated along with Mayor George Moscone by San Francisco Supervisor Dan White. I am not talking about the sexual orientation differences in this post, but I will highlight more on the struggles of being different.

"And I know you can't live on hope alone, but without hope, life is not worth living" - Harvey Milk

Minority’s issues and rights are always close to my heart. Yes, I belong to the majority ethnic group in my country, but still, I will always belong to a minority when it comes to speak my mind. What I am trying to say is that I have thousands of ideas and thoughts to be shared with others, but I was afraid to see the way the community surround me will react when they hear it. Most of the ideas are considered sensitive and could easily offend others that have been clogged with so called ‘eastern values’ of living (but I am not disagree with all of the values either). Differences will make you stand out from others (here, they will call you a weirdo), if you disagree with the majority, they will say you are wrong and when you try to speak up your mind, your friends will try to shut it down because others will press negative judgments on you.

Yes, that is the main reason why I started this site. With this blog, I could reach to more open minded audiences that could listen to my ideas and give healthy feedback that I needed. I trust my readers and their impeccable intelligences that they could give me intellectual moments with them. I am tired of bottling up my thoughts which I am sure one day will be just like the steel-made-pump’s knob that shot me in a very high pressure but this time, it will shoot me right through my brain instead of my eyes. Thank you for reading this 610 (and still counting) words post. See you again next time. Till then, have a nice day!

P/S: I would like to wish one of my loyal readers, LadyJava a wonderful Happy 40th Birthday! I hope you will live a happy ever after life with your beloved friends and family. Happy Birthday LJ!


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Mariuca said...

=-O =-O =-O

Mariuca said...

FC? *DONT_KNOW* *DONT_KNOW*

Mariuca said...

:* :* :* :* FC FC FC!! Yay! Lucky me!! I clicked on ur ad at Mariuca and ada new post woo hoo!! :* :*

bluecrystaldude said...

Congrats Marzie! Hehe.. I just edited this post to include LJ's 40th birthday. Hehehe ;)

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Mariuca said...

Well, today is a holiday kan Blue? So get some rest from all that studying. Enjoy ur day! :* :* :-D :-D

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LadyJava said...

:'( :'( :'( woott.. GP on the prowl!! lol!

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LadyJava said...

congrats dearie!!

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LadyJava said...

Thanks so much for the birthday wish Blue!! love ya!!

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Mariuca said...

Tenkiu Blue, so happy I arrived at ur blog before the tweet woo hoo!!

Mariuca said...

And happy 40th to LJ! :)

LadyJava said...

yeay... LJ's BD is a holiday.. syiok!!!!

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Penny said...

I hope you find time for all your posts soon :) I had never even heard of Milk actually, until I watched the BAFTA awards. Sounds like a great film. It's interesting to hear that you are in the minority for the views you express. It's great that you have such a free audience with your blog :)

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LadyJava said...

Haha.. yelah the tweet so slow!!! ;(
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LadyJava said...

Thanks GP!!!
I ingat you dah tidor!
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Mariuca said...

Thanks LJ! :)

Mariuca said...

LJ lucky la me tonight, ni semua cause Blue is at Mariuca’s EC today woo hoo!! :)

zara said...

I agree with you Haaziq. Being different is what everyone crave for, because being different is unique. Everyone is different in their own way - style, ideas, thoughts..everything. But how different we are is actually depends on the acceptance of others towards us. Some people thought that we are same like others, but truth is not.

Your blog is different, your ideas and thoughts are fresh and obviously different from others, and that is uniquely Haaziq, the reason of why I keep coming here.

I will surely try to watch the movies as suggested.

Oh by the way, Salam Maulidur Rasul Haaziq.

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bluecrystaldude said...

eh, which site do you want me to link? hehe

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bluecrystaldude said...

I thought all of you already sleep. Hehe.. LJ, how's your night out with A? ;)

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Mariuca said...

He he special chop without tweet for me yay!

Mariuca said...

I main massage game tadi LJ, now saving my MPG codes if ya know what I mean? ;)

bluecrystaldude said...

Thank you for being one of my readers Penny. I really enjoy (and waiting) for your comment in my every post - seriously. Hehe :):):)

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Mariuca said...

He he he I wan MPG this time can? I think the last one was Mariuca woo hoo! So happy la got FC here Blue, thanks so much! :)

bluecrystaldude said...

No problemo. Hehe.. Eh, if my internet connection is too slow, I will add your link up tomorrow okay ;) But I will try to refresh it one more time. Celcom's upload rate is pathetic :(

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LadyJava said...

Now I'm jelous!!
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Mariuca said...

Ok sure Blue. Hey don forget to restore ur JS, ur TCm dah reset tak? Ours just reset today after so long being empty lol!

LadyJava said...

Hehe.. ok dearie!!
Let me know which one you want ah!
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LadyJava said...

It was great.. we went to my inlaws jer but it was nice lah.. everyone was
there :-)
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LadyJava said...

Wooh.. I was waiting and waiting dari tadi.. no post then tup tup kluar and
there you are GP.. look who's SSG now.. or have you gotten a water tumbler
too?lol!
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Mariuca said...

Eh hehehehehhehehehe, mana ada LJ? Seriously I baru je nak drop ni, so clicked la on Blue’s blog since he’s terpampang there at Mariuca ha ha! I oso thot dah ada org chop woo hoo!! FC FC FC!

Mariuca said...

Ok LJ, still undecided as usual, saving my codes first, some more yesterday’s Adbrite code I tak save, so must go back there later lol! ;)

Mariuca said...

Eh why la jeles LJ? He he! Hepi besday!!

Mariuca said...

Ur MIL cooked for u ke LJ?

LadyJava said...

Jeles you got FC.lol!!
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LadyJava said...

Yelah.. prawn besau2.lol!
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LadyJava said...

Lerr.. ok ok.. take your time.. I pun ada one makeover ni..
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LadyJava said...

Heheh.. lucky you lah.. congrats dearie!
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Mariuca said...

I oso jeles Shemah got FC at LJL la! ;) Neverending jelesi ni ha ha ha!

Mariuca said...

Sedapnye prawn besau2!!! Masak apa?

Mariuca said...

Tenkiu Lj! :)

bluecrystaldude said...

Eh, I still don't know how to reset lah.. hehehe

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Mariuca said...

Ok LJ am gonna look at ur mock again now! ;)

LadyJava said...

Masak sambal tumis!! And FIL masak beef in a special sauce.. tak tau masak
apa .. but sedap lah!!
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bluecrystaldude said...

Salam Maulidur Rasul Zara..

I am glad you like my post Zara. I would love to give new ideas or my opinions on lots of issues. I just don't know where to start! LOL :D


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LadyJava said...

Hahahah. I think I got a few FC tonight..lol..
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LadyJava said...

Blue.. go here http://js-kit.com/comments/restore_auth_key.cgi
Enter your url and blogger id and password and you're done!
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LadyJava said...

Ok :-)
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Mariuca said...

Alamak now I feel like sambal tumis udang!

Mariuca said...

Blue, kan I left u the reset url at ur previous post, I think ur TCM lama tak jalan tu huhuhu!

Mariuca said...

U got a few la LJ! At Shemah’s 3, MPG satu, Roxy, twinks! Byk tu he he!! I kat sini, LLP and one of Shemah’s! ;) He he FC for us Lj lol!

cahaya said...

Selawat & Salam to our beloved prophet Muhammad SAW.

Salam Maulidur Rasul, BCD. :)

Everyone wants to be unique and different. Some people like to stay cool, or some like to be at the spotlight all the time. Believe it or not, the differences between human make us unique as a whole. But I guess everyone have their own interpretation.

p/s: I like your blog. It's unique! :P

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LadyJava said...

Hahah.. sedaps tu!!!
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bluecrystaldude said...

Eh I that one I already done after I posted every new posts lah.. I read in Marzie's email to Shemah :(

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bluecrystaldude said...

Eh, I already reply kan? I did that reset thing after every post. ANyway, I think Top Commenter This Month is working just fine lah.. I am not sure about that Hall of Fame though

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bluecrystaldude said...

Oh thanks Cahaya.. Some prefer to call me weird, but I like 'unique' better! LOL

Salam Maulidur Rasul to you too :):):)

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Twinks said...

congrats marzie!!! fc! fc! =-O =-O =-O :'( :'(

Twinks said...

You both are the FC Queens! hehehe :* :* ;) ;)

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Twinks said...

Congrats Marzie! woot! woot! 8-) 8-)
doing the FC dance eh? hehehe ;) ;)

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Twinks said...

Its Holiday here too Marzie and I don't know why..hahahaha *DONT_KNOW* *DONT_KNOW*

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LadyJava said...

Hahah.. LJ kan SSG!! Lol!
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Twinks said...

Hi BCD! Take it easy. Have some rest as well. Glad to hear from you again! :-D :-D

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Twinks said...

Yay! I want to watch Changeling...got to check what's showing in the cinemas..hahaha *DONT_KNOW* *DONT_KNOW*

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Twinks said...

You're always free to release and share all your thoughts here BCD. And we'll be here to make comments..with sense or not! hehehe.. :-D :-D and be the FC!! =-O =-O

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Twinks said...

That's one thing why I started my blog too. I want to share my thoughts..supposed to be a personal blog, now it turned into a mixed blog due to opps..hahaha... hmmm..but i'm thinking of creating a new blog, one that is very personal... *DONT_KNOW* *DONT_KNOW*

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Twinks said...

okay, gtg now BCD...ciao for now! :) :)

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bluecrystaldude said...

eh2, Marzie. I changed the FC badge this month. Do you like it? So macho and all. Haha >:o

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mOEha Aziz said...

salam maulidur rasul dear haaziq,

being different bears a lot of hindrances... yet don't stop... go on... n may it would touch several hearts... ;)

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Nisha Ahmed said...

Hey bluecrystal.. i've even said sorry a million times, but i guess, we have other commitments/priorites of our lifes outside the bloggers world.. lifes like that ;) and oh yeah! acid holes, even i feel the same.. so hows the chemical eng doing?? i can never be the FC!! waaaaaaaaaaahhh(am crying).. hehe :) :'(

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Mariuca said...

Ha ha ha ha Blue!!!!! I gelak ni see ur FC badge, dah la macho and then holding out Mariuca’s Perfume Gallery, so girly gitu ha ha hah a!!! I love it Blue! So the macho la you this month woot! ;)

Mariuca said...

Blue! I love being in your hall of fame woo hoo! Eh betul la hall of fame u, that’s for the last 5000 comments Blue! Ok, cool dah restore! :)

nikillas said...

haaaaaaa.. ape lagi.. share la.. huahaha..

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LadyJava said...

Very good blue.. better be safe than sorry ah..
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LadyJava said...

Haha. Macam nak tumbuk org pun ada tu!! Lol Blue!
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Jackie said...

Well we all know that will be Marzie..lol!! :) :)

Jackie said...

It's really hard for us on the other side of the planet to get that first comment in! I am usually sleeping!! but, I will try to get one here someday!! :)

Guest said...

hi Haaziq!

Monica said...

That's me!!! :-P

Monica said...

wow the FC badge looks so ganas la :-D 8-)

catzer said...

Pergh...mmg best jadi lain dr yg lain..aku bekas student chem engine but skang dok umah jerk buat perkara yg lain dr yg lain semasa belajar.. 8-)

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Callister said...

eh u change ur comment system..
neat and user friendly..
best2..

bercakap psl nangis tgk movie ni kan, my bf dia akan nangis bila baca komik..
haish..pelik gile.. :-D

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kuro said...

huuuuu....being different from others...will end up being called as weirdos...our people really need to be more open minded lor.... *DONT_KNOW*

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kuro said...

hahahahaha!!~that's not weird wat...i also cries when i read comic/watch anime...hihihihi ;)

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AngelBaby said...

What a cool picture. I just love the way you did this one.

I have something for you at my site so stop by and see what it is. =-O

Love and Blessings,
AngelBaby

Monica said...

Haaziq! did you watch MDG or not? ;) :-P

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lol - now that's funny!

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